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  • I'm sorry I disappeared for 5 years but I'm back forgive me everyone

    for 5 years i have been in deep meditation and i went into self-exile from the world, youtube and facebook. I battled my marijuana addiction and I am 3 years clean and sober now. for a long time i had to find myself again. back then my purpose was to mix techno with rock and metal elements but failed. use to be an 8 string guitar player on youtube but i let it go and i was foolish to let my schecter omen 8 string go
    i went into a deep depression for many years and marijuana abuse and now 3 years clean i realized I don't need it. I don't know if any of you would remember me but it's me. I use to say "what's up biznatches because we wear watches" it means what's up my fans. I got out of that paganism faith and found christianity. then i was 4 years clean off cigarettes and had a cigarette relapse and i ****************ed up my singing voice and i was stupid to touch a pack of cigarettes again. so now at this moment i am a month clean off cigarettes and once again using my electronic cigarette to stay away from cigarettes and cigars. so now i gotta pull myself up back together again. get that 9-string and roland gaia synth. one more thing this hash pen that i did back then i overdosed on it because i did way too much of it and i puked badly and was puking blood and my warning is don't mess with dab pens or wax dabs whatever the heck they call it these days, i had to be in the hospital for doing too much dabs and was hallucinating badly no joke and this was a wake up call! it was so bad i didn't remember how i got back into my own bed in my own room. my stepdad had to carry me out of the car and put me in my own bed and i was asleep for 2 days straight. i will never ever touch anything that involves marijuana ever again I'm done chasing a stupid high that i was so selfish to live in my own la la land. we all make mistakes and were human and we can't help it. but it looks like my job is not finished yet! I need to get back on that guitar and start doing music again. so here i am

    https://youtu.be/yyW5i81jSeQ

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    is there anyone here who remembered me back then when any of you knew me as Razorblade Ray. are any of you guys still here maybe Skreddy?

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    • #3
      Skreddy I don't know if you can see this post but if your still here i want you to know i still have the Quad Lazer fuzz pedal you gave to me as a gift i never let it go. I'm gonna use that Quad Lazer pedal as my main distortion and I'm getting back on track. I hope you see this Skreddy

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      • #4
        Hi - sure I remember you. Welcome back!

        Here's an old thread from days gone by for those who might not remember you...

        http://www.harmonycentral.com/forum/...la-29/1690505-

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        - George Carlin

        "It shouldn't be expected that people are necessarily doing what they appear to be doing on records."

        - Sir George Martin, All You Need Is Ears

        "The music business will be revitalized by musicians, not the labels or Live Nation. When the musicians decide to put music first, instead of money, the public will flock to the fruits and the scene will be healthy again."

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        • #5
          Originally posted by Phil O'Keefe View Post
          Hi - sure I remember you. Welcome back!

          Here's an old thread from days gone by for those who might not remember you...

          http://www.harmonycentral.com/forum/...la-29/1690505-
          Phil!!!! how you been Phil??? i just looked at the old thread :O oh my gosh i had no idea people were looking for me since i disappeared

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          • #6
            Welcome back!!
            Keeping the Harmony at Harmony Central

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            • #7
              Originally posted by Dendy Jarrett View Post
              Welcome back!!
              thank you Dendy it's great to be home

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              • #8
                Originally posted by Syntheside View Post
                for 5 years i have been in deep meditation and i went into self-exile from the world, youtube and facebook. I battled my marijuana addiction and I am 3 years clean and sober now. for a long time i had to find myself again. back then my purpose was to mix techno with rock and metal elements but failed. use to be an 8 string guitar player on youtube but i let it go and i was foolish to let my schecter omen 8 string go
                i went into a deep depression for many years and marijuana abuse and now 3 years clean i realized I don't need it. I don't know if any of you would remember me but it's me. I use to say "what's up biznatches because we wear watches" it means what's up my fans. I got out of that paganism faith and found christianity. then i was 4 years clean off cigarettes and had a cigarette relapse and i ****************ed up my singing voice and i was stupid to touch a pack of cigarettes again. so now at this moment i am a month clean off cigarettes and once again using my electronic cigarette to stay away from cigarettes and cigars. so now i gotta pull myself up back together again. get that 9-string and roland gaia synth. one more thing this hash pen that i did back then i overdosed on it because i did way too much of it and i puked badly and was puking blood and my warning is don't mess with dab pens or wax dabs whatever the heck they call it these days, i had to be in the hospital for doing too much dabs and was hallucinating badly no joke and this was a wake up call! it was so bad i didn't remember how i got back into my own bed in my own room. my stepdad had to carry me out of the car and put me in my own bed and i was asleep for 2 day straight. i will never ever touch anything that involves marijuana ever again I'm done chasing a stupid high that i was so selfish to live in my own la la land. we all make mistakes and were human and we can't help it. but it looks like my job is not finished yet! I need to get back on that guitar and start doing music again. so here i am

                https://youtu.be/yyW5i81jSeQ
                Your fans at HC were all cheering for you to win,

                HC has gone down the tubes since the day you left. But now that you’re back,
                we can all get to work making HC great again.
                He has escaped! Youtube , ​Murika , France

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                • #9
                  Originally posted by Etienne Rambert View Post

                  Your fans at HC were all cheering for you to win,

                  HC has gone down the tubes since the day you left. But now that you’re back,
                  we can all get to work making HC great again.
                  we need to get the old crew back together

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                  • #10
                    Welcome back, stick around and enjoy. Glad to hear you are doing better with your addictions. It will probably be a lifetime of recovery, one day at a time.




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                    • #11
                      Originally posted by Mikeo View Post
                      Welcome back, stick around and enjoy. Glad to hear you are doing better with your addictions. It will probably be a lifetime of recovery, one day at a time.



                      oh for sure i do live one day at a time and take a step at a time. i changed my friends and i won't surround myself around anybody who smokes marijuana. i choose to stay clean and sober and for being 3 years clean i worked hard for it

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                      • #12
                        Originally posted by Syntheside View Post

                        oh for sure i do live one day at a time and take a step at a time. i changed my friends and i won't surround myself around anybody who smokes marijuana. i choose to stay clean and sober and for being 3 years clean i worked hard for it
                        Good man, stay on track.

                        Run from your demons chase your dreams. Both might take a life time.

                        Best wishes and stick around. It's not as busy as it once was, but the folks that are here are good peeps.

                        _____________________________________
                        Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase.

                        Join Date: Aug 2001
                        Location: N. Adams, MA USA
                        Posts as of Jan 10th 2013: 82,617

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                        • #13
                          Originally posted by Mikeo View Post

                          Good man, stay on track.

                          Run from your demons chase your dreams. Both might take a life time.

                          Best wishes and stick around. It's not as busy as it once was, but the folks that are here are good peeps.
                          well then i guess we can try to make it busy again and yes i will stick around

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                          • #14
                            Originally posted by Syntheside View Post

                            well then i guess we can try to make it busy again and yes i will stick around
                            One post at a time.

                            It may never be as busy or crazy as it was a decade ago.

                            Slow and steady as she goes.

                            _____________________________________
                            Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase.

                            Join Date: Aug 2001
                            Location: N. Adams, MA USA
                            Posts as of Jan 10th 2013: 82,617

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                            • #15
                              Why apologize for doing something as "silly and stupid" as getting your life back together? You needed to get your head straight, All any of us can do, is applaud you for it. So to paraphrase the late Frank Zappa: Time to shut up, and play your guitar.
                              My Music: www.soundclick.com/bands/default.cfm?bandID=440762
                              Some of my guitars: 64 or so Domino Beatle bass; 73 Ibanez 2398; 79 Epiphone Genesis; 79 Manoman; 99 Ric 330; 78 Gibson L6S; 95 Ibanez JS-700; 04 Samick Lasalle JZ3: 05 Ibanez AS73; 81 Paul Custom, 07 Gary Kramer Simulator T and about 50 others.

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