Members Tlaloc Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 I havent been in here in months. I dont know why. I just started feeling no reason to type things to people and entities that as far as I know, may not even exist. But aside that, I'm kind of feeling older, less interesting, and in some respects, lonelier. I feel as if someone stole my soul. I'm confused. I dont know what I like anymore, I feel as if I'm not interested in anything, just obsessed. I am changing as a person. I am losing pretty much all my emotions. I dont know if I want to age anymore. I dont think I'm ready.
Members The Insomniac Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 Hang in there man. Everyone feels like that at some point. It does get better.
Members james on bass Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 I'm feeling older, definitely less interesting, and I've always been confused! Oh well, so goes life my friend. I'm definitely obsessed.
Members Tlaloc Posted June 15, 2005 Author Members Posted June 15, 2005 Originally posted by The Insomniac Hang in there man. Everyone feels like that at some point. It does get better. It's ok if it gets better or worse. I just want it to make sense. Does it ever make sense?
Members james on bass Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 Originally posted by Tlaloc It's ok if it gets better or worse. I just want it to make sense. Does it ever make sense? Never. Ever. Do you have kids? It's makes even less sense then!
Members Tlaloc Posted June 15, 2005 Author Members Posted June 15, 2005 Originally posted by james on bass Never. Ever. Do you have kids? It's makes even less sense then! Dang. I imagine. It's kind of weird, I dont like being a pessimist and say that every year I live seems to get sucessfully worse, it's just that every year I think back and feel that last year was so much better! Life is so weird.
Members Dragoon Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 You're just in a funk, you'll get through it. I know exactly what it's like, I seem to go through them every winter. Maybe I have what they call SAD. It's never anything overtly negative in my life that causes it, mostly a combination of the weather and stress, to some extent.
Members T. Alan Smith Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 Glad to see I'm not the only one struggling with my mid 30's.
Members Thunderbroom Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 Originally posted by T. Alan Smith Glad to see I'm not the only one struggling with my mid 30's. I guess I didn't know/realize this. I'mthisclosetoforty and feel that I'm in the prime of my life. Are things perfect? Nah. Could they be better? You bet. Am I happy? Absolutely. What is it you're struggling with T.? Same with you Tlaloc.
Members Tlaloc Posted June 15, 2005 Author Members Posted June 15, 2005 Originally posted by Thunderbroom I guess I didn't know/realize this. I'mthisclosetoforty and feel that I'm in the prime of my life. Are things perfect? Nah. Could they be better? You bet. Am I happy? Absolutely. What is it you're struggling with T.? Same with you Tlaloc. Early 20s. I feel like I should be having so much fun, but I'm not really. All I seem to think about is what I'm going to do for the rest of college (what I'm going to change my major to and why), what I'm going to do with the rest of my life, and when am I going to lose contact with all my good friends, and I worry about my g/f's mom, who currently has cancer, and when she will lose and how and what I can do to help, or more like how I will fail miserably. I worry that I will wake up one day in what seems like 2 weeks from now, and it will be either 2 years from now when everything is going down the drain or 30 years from now when I am overpowered by an unbearable dread and regret that I wasted my entire life.
Members NeonVomit Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 Life is generally one wierd messed up thing. You'll be ok. I go through phases like that all the time as well (im 22) It'll get better.
Members Rippin' Robin Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 Life is generally pointless and no-one ever asked to be gifted with it in the first place. But since we're all here, let's just have a rockin' great time!!
Members T. Alan Smith Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 Originally posted by Thunderbroom I guess I didn't know/realize this. I'mthisclosetoforty and feel that I'm in the prime of my life. Are things perfect? Nah. Could they be better? You bet. Am I happy? Absolutely. What is it you're struggling with T.? Same with you Tlaloc. Sometimes I wonder if I'm having an early mid life crisis, that's all. I see my youth flying by and fading away and have urges to make serious life changes, like quitting my job, selling my property, and moving across the country for a fresh start. Sorry to about your girlfriend's mom, Tlaloc. I'm sure you'll be strong when the time comes. Mostly, you'll just need to be there for your girlfriend. Other than that, just listen to her.
Members gretschzildjian Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 It's just another phase, bro...as life is just a succession of phases. Not all of them are fun or thrilling, but all of them pass. Good luck!
Members BigPigPeaches Posted June 15, 2005 Members Posted June 15, 2005 *makes the obligatory but reassuring "You'll get over this soon" comment so as to make it appear that he actually exists, when in fact he is a cybernetic entity that has no physical shape yet still manages to have a nice ass* You'll get over this soon.
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